Thankyou @Shaz51

sometimes you do just need someone to sit with you and chat. I'm so lost I'm not sure of anything anymore. Hubby is in a unit and safe and in good hands but boy......the rollercoaster is so tough.

I have support with a team and they are great but of course being the weekend no help. I'm ok just so teary all the time. The animals won't leave my side. They know don't they. 
our Dog Kess the Kelpie is at my feet poor love looks out the window all day hoping he comes home. As do I. But he is so dreadfully unwell this is another journey I was unprepared for. The days are just rolling past with no improvement yet. 10 days today. 
The Cats are just being cats of course.......but extra close to me and have become my shadows from room to room. 
my coping toolbox is a bit empty today. Maybe tomorrow I will pick up my watercolour paints. I do hope so. 🌸🍦🌸