It is hard to see the forest through the trees, and try get help from a lame system, but its all we got. There's been a shift to Client Directed Care & not being up to apts looks like you're not willing. Its hard to be persistent when ya so tired. Winter is a difficult time of year too. Give them another chance, and another if necessary. Calmly tell them how you feel, what you don't understand.
Of cause ya meant to be here, or you wouldn't be. Look after your nutrition - Cook up veggie soups with soup bone, freez portions.
Watch some comedies.
Be kind to yourself.
Spring is round the corner 🙂
