Hey there @Healandlove 🌺🙂ok here, thank you for asking 💜
Sounds like a lot to focus on with school holidays, keeping you busy.
I can really understand how dealing with the raised boundaries between family relationships and breakdowns in communication is leading to isolation and loneliness 💜
I’m so sorry it’s making you feel the way you do, and I wish there was something I could say that would help make everything better 🌺
with reference to your question if ever feeling like people don’t love or appreciate..I can relate to that quite a bit, to be honest.
I was never told I was loved by parents/adults in carer roles, nor was I ever spontaneously told I was loved by a partner without saying if to them first which seemed to elicit a mimic response (which didn’t seem genuine), or a ‘thank you’ in reply. Most of the time what I did was expected, and not appreciated, in terms of the supprt and help I gave, to siblings, partners, and others. I have always been viewed as a tool rather than a person, by family/ex husband. The reason to share this is to hopefully help with not feeling you’re alone in how it can feel to be in a position of loneliness even with people around 💜
I hope the psychologist appointment goes well next week and you do get the answers you guys are needing to move forward 🌺
I wondered if you have your own supports?
or maybe have something that you do which is entirely to nurture you, and feed your sense of worth and wellbeing?
I can really see how much the situation is wearing you down, and so having ways to give you that emotional break where you can feel good about yourself are super important 🌺💜
holding space for you, and keeping you company xx
