Edge of insanity: for real

[Stout]

In the medical files stolen from my flat, there is an abstract blue pen entry that notes I am a "public nuisance". This is a falsehood and a fabrication by non clinical staff. This entry underscores _underworld_ my problems.

That I haven't been anhilalated is down to good management and the awareness of the presence of the 'other'.

[Stout]

In the few years I fell victim to a motive less vendetta. Then recently the Police fell in with this. I can't apologize for my reactions because I made about fifty contacts to authorities but was and still am ignored. It's very disconcerting that Police view me as an enemy and mind fugitive. And that they have to have a peep at me.

Where is the justice?

Why can't I be believed?

[Stout]

I was stalked for many years with devastating effect. For me it was like Vanilla Sky and Ground Hog Day. [services] were thinking I am Clockwork Orange. To this day.

It was and is terror fying. Mind rupturing.

[Stout]

At times it seemed the underworld were trying to recruit me for my extraordinary skill sets and background, and my academic qualifications.

Either that or commit suicide, such was the nature of the stalker seige.

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[tyme]

Hey @Stout ,

I hear things are incredibly difficult. I'll be sending you an email shortly.

[Stout]

Ya know, I could have been a statistic at the hands of the jackals. I was left for dead. My capacity as a productive human being has been reduced to nothing. The status of a surplus and sacrificial citizen. As an older man I may never retrieve my future. Surviving the onslaught of the State is one thing, surviving a jackal vendetta is another.

[Stout]

I'm furious and have been a long time.

[Stout]

I hope I haven't upset Bow @Ru-bee . ..I'm not A Stalker...

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Stout I don't think you have.

You've been offering some lovely support and connection today. 

It can be tricky with forums as people might need to log off for one reason or another, or they may just take a long time to reply. 

That being said I'm finishing up shortly but wanted to check in on how your day has been?

[Stout]

@Ru-bee I have a split infinite on today.

One the one hand happish is starting to replenish my soul, but on the other I'm battling the housing demons.

We've found this and that housing but my objects are all over the place.

Anyway my SWs need a hug, as I am totally vulnerable alone. 

I'm glad I'm ok with Bow