Feeling desperate and distraught

[PlantLover]

Apparently im not good with abbreviations 🙊

What's mi? I'm guessing your asking for my diagnoses? My current are anxiety, BPD, PTSD and insomnia. I was started on some more mild sleep medications but they were doing nothing for me. I asked for something stronger but the psychiatrist didn't want to give me it because apparently It's extremely addictive. After about 20 minutes of arguing my case and tears I talked him into giving me the script for the strong sleep medication that was meant to knock me out for 12 hours. But instead it had the opposite affect and I was wide awake, euphoric and 'high'. I was in a really weird mood.