Battles

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 don't get cramp in your toes, that's just painful 😂.

Thanks for the vote of confidence, I only wish I had a bit of confidence in myself. 

Just wish this was one situation that would disappear but it's literally going to be lifelong 😞

[MJG017]

@Dreamy 

No, i imagine that's quite painful.  Cramping piggies!

You've made it this far, that certainly seems like it must have taken a hell of a lot!  I'm sorry this other situation isn't something more resolvable.  It must be so difficult knowing it's will be there for a long time.  Life is just sometimes so much harder than people deserve.  I'm sorry you have to deal with that.  It's not even close to fair.

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 we have both been dealt a pretty sh!tty life which sucks big time, but yet we show up every day and try to do the best we can.

It's not even myself that I worry about so much in this situation but it's what I have to do to protect others. Just another thing I can't explain on here. 

[MJG017]

@Dreamy 

Yeah.  It doesn't seem to give us much choice does it. 😢

It's a massive burden to take on if we have to protect others.  But it says a lot about us as well.  Surely that eventually has to count for something in this life!

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 no it really doesn't. 

It's just a fear of failure that i have, I don't want to let these people down. I'm trying to do everything in my power to protect them. Maybe one day it will count for something. 

[MJG017]

@Dreamy 

I do understand that fear of failing someone.  But I've also realized that we we need to look after ourselves a bit as well to best help others.  But i know its hard to do that with that fear of letting them down.

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 in this situation they come before me and always will. I do what I have to do regardless of the cost it comes at to me. 

[MJG017]

@Dreamy 

Obviously i don't know anything about it but I trust that you are doing what you need to do and you have very good reasons.  So we can leave it at that.

I should head off to bed I guess.  Are you okay?  Well, apart from everything else.

[Dreamy]

@MJG017 I think I'll be ok for the night, well i hope so. I'll try to get some sleep myself soon. 

I hope you can get some sleep, thanks for chatting to me tonight. 

[MJG017]

@Dreamy 

No problem at all.  Thanks for keeping me company as well.  I hope you manage to get some sleep and tomorrow brings a win or two for you.