@Lilaca Welcome to the forums.
I’m sorry you are struggling at the moment.
You mentioned medical related issues, so I’m presuming from that, you are seeing your GP. If you haven’t already spoken to him/her about your anxiety, that might be a good place to start.
You have come to the right place for support. Many here are struggling with all the issues you are. Sometimes, not feeling alone in that can help.
Feel free to look around the forums and join in. The @ brings a dropdown where you can tag people.
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