Welcome to the forums @Anna00 and thanks for sharing some of your story with us. A lot of people can relate to being isolated and then anxious about losing the new group of friends. It's almost like we don't believe we deserve friends, or that they're not genuine. You have to remind yourself of the great things about you that have helped you make those friends in the first place, and be forgiving of yourself above all else. It's natural to feel self doubt or unsure at times. The dream course sounds great, how is that going so far? What have been the coolest new things you've learned?
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