Hello @Always-hope 

I am so glad you posted that.

I feel the same. Mainly the last one. The dog was signs were not too bad.  The last one was so immature and could trigger me into all the things that I did not have. It is the reason I did not support the original post, which I intended to do til I saw that gif.

I have posted generally a lot on the forums about self kindness and compassion Not sure where all the ideas really come from.  Need to credit myself sometime ... not some tacky techno ...

sorry mods.

Dont mean to be repeatedly critical, but honestly can you imagine how it looks to someone who has gone through my story ... makes me feel like I do not belong here ...