Lived Experience Forum

[outlander]

i know lots of members here can relate to you not being able to watch tv as well @NatureLover

yeah back then though it wasnt a job or a chore. it was my hobby and one that i really loved so it didnt feel like a huge amount of work. i mean i got tired and everything but it was a good tired not the 'i just want to go home' tired.

[NatureLover]

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@outlander wrote:
i know lots of members here can relate to you not being able to watch tv as well @NatureLover

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Oh, really? That's actually a comfort, as I don't know anyone else who doesn't watch TV. Thanks, @outlander  🙂

I understand about the 'good tired' feeling of doing something you love. 

I'm guessing from what you said that it's become a job /chore now? 

[outlander]

would anyone be around atm?

[Snowie]

@outlander I am around hun, are you ok?

[outlander]

i dont really know @Snowie

[Snowie]

Someimtes we don't know what is wrong, we just have this feeling @outlander 

Could it be that your are anxious about Friday? or has something happened today?

Here with you sis 💕

[outlander]

i dont know @Snowie
im not really feeling much atm. not really even feeling anxious about friday, that will prob change tomorrow when i realise its quite close .just seem to keep sinking, struggling to even 'float' now

[Snowie]

I understand hun, floating is sometimes hard @outlander 

Just stay with me tonight sweetheart.

What have you done today?

[Former-Member]

Hey little one, I am sitting with you for a while. Sending you a gentle hug. @outlander 

[NatureLover]

I'm here for you too, @outlander ...

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@outlander wrote:
just seem to keep sinking, struggling to even 'float' now

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So sorry to hear 😥