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[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/mBYUcjGdVUY

[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/LXfAxb-aNqM

@Lee82 

[Former-Member]

Feeling really low today😞

https://youtu.be/_gIc2LoFmAM

[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/pvzE4ZofxGw

[Former-Member]

WARNING THIS SONG MAYBE TRIGGERING 

They will never know. 

https://youtu.be/AN5tNaKxp70

[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/j_u0LZOZdAQ

I am not ok, I will just hide here. Typing here makes me feel less lonely but I don't want to burden my friends on any other thread either. The fear is gripping me tightly that I am losing my mind completely try to be ok, try to hide my despair from everyone but not sure how much longer I can do that. The monster was vicious today and the thoughts intense, not so sure I am happy that I have someone watching me or not. I will say it again I am just so tried of being tried 

[Otter]

Hi DizzyIzzy,

I've just sent through a short email to check in with you and just letting you know here.

As always, we want to support you and assure you we are here with you and want to hold the space for you and support you absolutely as best we can.

Best regards and wishes,

Otter

[Former-Member]

https://youtu.be/hbtDPxKcijY

one sentence is all it took to tear my world apart again. 

[Former-Member]

I am not sure weather it's a sad thing or just plain strange. But when looking at the reasons to live the only thing that is keeping me here is my fourm family. No one in real life cares really, I am used and abused then tossed to the curb. 

https://youtu.be/BgV1dxJuMu0

[Lee82]

Hey Nikki. I am extremely worried about you. You werent on the forum all day yesterday. I was just wondering if you could please check in for me. 
I read all your posts and it breaks my heart to hear just how much pain you are in and that I can't do a damn thing to help you. I feel so helpless Nikki. I just want to be next to you so I can comfort you and tell you just how much I love and care about you. 
@Former-Member