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14-05-2016 03:41 PM
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Doubts
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14-05-2016 04:05 PM
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14-05-2016 04:28 PM
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Sending you positive thoughts @Former-Member. You're not on your own here 🙂
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15-05-2016 05:56 AM
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Thank you @eth
I wasn't in a good place the last few days - hoping to break the pattern today. I guess it still surprises me when the complete darkness rolls in as I thought the meds & self-care would take care of that. I have a lot to learn.
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15-05-2016 07:20 AM
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Hey @Former-Member - I hear you. In a diffiuclt place myself at the moment and I think - what is the point? I too have ben wondering lately if having 'insight' and 'managing' my own packet of mixed nuts labels, is better or worse that just rolling through the wierdness, doing my best (and worst) like I used to before the diagnoses.
Resilience seems to be blurry and fudged and watery when on meds. I seem not to be able to 'bounce back' to strong, but just under par all the time. But I also wonder is this just the way it is. There are certainly SOME things better medicated. It's all so hard to rmember how HARD and STARK it was before the meds.
This came to me in the shower the other day as I struggled... I give it to all of us who ARE strong, yet wobbly too.
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I am a Tree
A Mountain
A Cave.
Strong
Solid
Deep and
Brave.
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Moongal (c) 2016
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15-05-2016 04:42 PM
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Do you feel that the medication is helping you?
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15-05-2016 05:29 PM
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@ivana - I cannot make my mind up if I was better off before the meds, but then I never talked about trauma before and I had a few scary lows having flashbacks. I guess for now I'll stick with them. I haven't started working through the traumas yet and I think it will take a time before I decide whether I want to go off the meds.
How about you?
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15-05-2016 08:21 PM - edited 15-05-2016 08:22 PM
15-05-2016 08:21 PM - edited 15-05-2016 08:22 PM
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@Former-Member,
Im ok,thanks for asking.
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15-05-2016 09:33 PM - edited 15-05-2016 10:15 PM
15-05-2016 09:33 PM - edited 15-05-2016 10:15 PM
Re: Doubts
@Former-Member Your history and personality will not change, but often how we view things does change, even if it is only subtle. It can make it easier to manage the memory of past trauma. Good Luck doing the work.
Hi @ivana lovely to see you. Has much been happening in your life?