Hello, I feel your pain. I too, experienced seizures for many years. Multiple petite a day and approx. Twenty grand mals a year. My life revolved around the question, "what if?" I lived alone and only had one friend. I was never going to get a job, keep a job, or be a suitable partner and have children. I was judged by people who saw me at the moment and even abused by people for using the disabled toilets ( I once had a seizure in a cubicle and was battered badly). The days were dark and grim. My ongoing depression was severe, and I attempted suicide several times. I did, however, hang on. I would educate people about what to do during a seizure. I would control what I could control and try not to stress about what I couldn't. I would put myself out there. From 18 to 35, I was impacted, but things started to improve. I continued taking my tablets, getting enough sleep, etc. Nothing changed in my lifestyle, but seizures were less frequent, and I haven't had any since 2005.
You are on the right path by reaching out. Finally, you are in control of your actions. Join support groups for others who experience seizures; you may even find some friends. Speak with your GP and ask about how to get ten free Psychologist appointments through Medicare to help with your Depression. You are not alone. Help is out there. All you need to do is ask.
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