@MDT hey may be just share some of my experiences when I was your age. I was diagnosed MI, just graduated, lost beloved grandfather who was my real parent. Was heavily abused by father and brother. Had to call police to move out of home. Was separated from my financee. Met my then mentors professionally. Was so sad that was in deep SI mode. Went from job to job, after four years, I started my professional role. On and off, had breakdowns five more times. Only recently feel more level since been on the forum.Along the way, I often was down,sad and hopeless. I met a few amazing people initially. Then I had a long ten year job which was chaotic. Often I was lonely. I miss the one I refused to marry. I didn't want to make him unhappy with my problems. I watched sunrises and sunsets, thinking they record my life story. Think you will get there. Don't hate MI. It is there with us like some magnet bonding us to some invisible Fate. It makes us relax with our vulnerability, Accept our human state. Then it tells stories of many lives.
I was twenty eight when I started my first professional role. Take it easy. Live each day. Somehow there is happiness in tears. Think you will be fine. With MI, you know life much more than people same age.Take care
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