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[Bow]

I asked for help yesterday and wasn't heard. 
Nobody can or wants to help me.

Scared I am edging closer to the inevitable. 

[Bellarose75]

There have been a couple of police indecents within walking distance of my home this week. Feeling super unsafe in my own home, have hit a depressive low. So alone with too many people around. I haven't thought about giving up in a long time but days/weeks like this make it hard to fight those thoughts. 

[Former-Member]

I could have composed that post

the world is
- not a safe place
- so unfair
- deceptive
- dangerous
- dismissive
Now 

add to that a highly dysfunctional family and major depression...

Yep 😞

[Anastasia]

I don't know what to do

I don't know how to help 

I don't know where to turn

I don't know what to do

I don't know how much more I can cope with

I'm scared

I can't quit

I want to

Wish I had the answers

I don't know what to do

Please dear God, Universe, higher power, ANYTHING please, please, please make a change for the better

I'm scared

I don't know what to do

😭💔

[Adge]

I need to Terminate Centrelink/Jobactive - & Job Provider Appointments.

I have no other $$ Income Source.

They have Taken over my daily Focus – Demanding constant attention, repeatedly triggering & maintaining extreme Stress responses.

So many Abrupt (rude) & emails & sms's (to Mobile Phone) - They never stopped Spamming my Email Inbox & my Mobile Phone (sms's).

At least 5 or 6 from them - In just the last few hours (today).

"Attend this Appointment" - What Appointment?!

There never was Any Appointment Scheduled - For me to attend....

Nothing is worth that emotional & physical cost to me – Not even their measly $300 per week, which is only pays ½ of my weekly expenses.

Adge

[Dockers6]

Eve7,
Sending you a email, checking in with you.
Dockers6

[Bellarose75]

Moving forward, what a lie!! Things are that bad again. I know there will be set backs to healing but to be as bad as it was a year ago. I am lost

[tropicalsun]

Hi @Bellarose75 ,

I can only imagine how difficult it must be to move forward just to move backwards again, just when you think things are getting better it feels bad again. We are here with you to support you. I hope you find this encouraging, that life can be a bit like a rollercoaster or if you look at the seasons every year. Some seasons we like, some we dislike - our life's journey can be the same, but that does not mean that the progress is lost. 

Take care of yourself and we are here for you.

tropicalsun

[outlander]

I have been hit with all these emotions. I have this ovetwhelming saddness emotion. My minds filled with thoughts but not all are distinct thoughts. I dont know whats set it off but its so powerful it made my heart hurt